Saw a Holga in a shop I passed by in Jurong Point the other day.

I stared at it long enough for the shop assistant to stare back at me, and wonder am I really gonna buy it.

Really want one. Always wanted one. A RED Holga camera!

The yellow is quite pretty too.

Yet, everytime I look at my bank balance, I don't know how long more could I survive.

I know I can somehow, because I am Anna Yap.

I know I need a part-time job, but you see, a job means I got lesser time for studio.

Sometimes, I think I can still handle both, it is just that I am refusing to step out of my comfort zone.

To me, money will always come the easy way, that is raining down from Heaven.

Maybe it is about time to make a change, at some point of life, changes come and make us better.