1. Stay focus on God, putting Him first in everything that I do
In 2009, I managed to stay focus for the first half of the year but then I began to stray away a little by a little. I need to be more disciplined and focused on God. He is the reason why I have all I have today.
2. Putting priority on Architecture. Be courageous to express what I have in mind
I always face the problem of being afraid to express myself even though I have the idea in mind. I need to be brave enough to voice it out and not be intimidated by others. Putting my heart and soul when I'm doing my models or drawings or caddings. I will give my best to pull my CAP up.
3. Stop procrastinating and Facebook less
The amount of time that I spent on Facebook, if I use them to be more productive, I think I can do a whole lot of things. I need to get off stupid addictive Facebook games. I need to be more productive. I need to stop procrastinating and expect everything to finish on time by itself.
4. Be a better friend
A secret will always remain a secret. I will need to learn how to keep secret better. I need to learn to keep to myself what my friends share with me because it is a privilege if they are willing to share with me their problems. So from this year onwards, I will be listening ear to whoever of you out there that need one. And whatever you say will remain with me and no one else. I want to be a blessing to others.
5. Stop bottling everything inside myself
I always have the tendency to keep everything to myself. 'It's my problem so why bother people about it?', I always tell myself. I really need to change my thinking because I realised that keeping everything to myself really kills me. I need to be true to my feelings. Be bold enough to express it out. If I like something or someone, I need to voice it out. If I dislike something or someone, I need to voice it out too. No more thinking that things will sort themselves out with time or trying to drown myself with work so that I don't have time to think about it and end up, crying myself to bed night after night. This is something that I am still struggling with.
6. Improve myself in badminton
This is something more physical. Been learning more and more about badminton since I joined the RH team. Loving every bit of it but I realised I am not putting enough effort to learn it.I need to train my stamina up. Discipline,determination and commitment are all I need.
7. Budget. Budget. Budget.
Well, money don't just fall from heaven. I either need to really start sticking to my budget and determine how much I can spend a month or else I will run out of money even before I graduate. Another option is I will need to take up another responsibility to work and earn some pocket money. I need to stop being lazy and expect everything to be provided by God because God will only help those who help themselves.
Year 2010 will be a challenging year ahead.